Wow, long time no see!

I haven't posted in months and I apologize for that. At the time, back in January, I had toyed with the idea of discontinuing this blog. And as you can see, I basically did discontinue it for 6 months or so. Now, I'm not so sure what I want to do with it. I feel compelled to reopen it because there is simply so much going on - within my life, my heart and my heart - that I need to purge. I need some place safe and while my main blog is read by wonderfully loving and understanding people, I'm worried that my ex-husband may be one of them. Not to mention the fact that there are simply some things I need to share and get off my chest (again) that I would rather not share with my husband. It isn't like I'm cheating or even have a crush on anyone (aside from the occasional celebrity lol) but sometimes I have dreams or nightmares that I'd rather not share. Or there are the rare times when I have thoughts or feelings, which I'd rather keep away from him. And so, once again, I find myself here. My blogging home away from home.