Friday, January 15, 2010

Friday Fill-In #3

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1. The lesson I learned yesterday was while I fought my ex and his family for the past decade to protect myself and my family from my ex what we won...was a lifetime of battles with Oatmeal Raisin. Battles that are the war each and every time. Battles that if lost, so is Oatmeal Raisin - maybe not physically anymore but mentally, physically or emotionally. I almost wish I'd lost.
2. Home where friends and family meet.
3. All these years I've fought and now I wonder if he'd have been better off had I given up.
4. The party started when I arrived. (Yeah, baby! lol)
5. The truth is I don't like large groups of people or parties.
6. Nothing is what I remember most from that day. Mainly because I try not to think about any of it too much.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to watching a weeks worth of recorded shows with Cookie Monster, tomorrow my plans include seeing my therapist and cleaning (woo hoo) and Sunday, I want to maybe visit the in-laws and prepare for another week of appointments with specialists and testing for Oatmeal Raisin and Snickerdoodle!

2 comments:

JDaniel4's Mom said...

I think your children will thank you. Nice Fill-in.

Scarlett's Mom ;) said...

Nice nicknames. Took me a bit... but I figured them out lol ;) You know Oatmeal isn't better off. Despite what you feel you know Oatmeal would not be where they are now w/o you ;).

Love you, and reply to your texts plz :)

"Scarlett's Mom" ;)

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